evil for evil

Have you ever for once in your life thought that one of your best friends-or at least who you think as best friend-is actually your enemy? Open your eyes and ears, enemies are around you and they camouflage really well. They act and look harmless but they totally the contrary inside.

It wounded me so bad and deeply when I found out. But with shattered heart, broken spirit, and eyes filled with tears, I walked out of the crime scene. I gathered my last pieces of dignity and strength and tried my best not to give up and die on the way.

Now, I’m recovering bit by bit, picking up every crushed piece. And what I’m gonna do next is altering this pain into something good, into my own kind of determination. So I can really prove myself, show them the real thing, what they’ve taken for granted and threw away.

Be nice and goodness will come to you. Be evil and wickedness is what you’re gonna get. If it's not happening to you now, just wait. It will happend to you in time. Better be ready, because your time will come.

the fact

Last night I got the one and only answer for all the things I’ve been questioning myself for almost two weeks. At first I was shocked. To tell you the truth, I was happy yet sad. I believed it but yet denied it.

I was the one who started the history, the one who ended it, and the one who brought the whole new chapter.

I lied awake last night. Thinking whether this is real or not. I finally realized that this is real, in fact, the most real thing for others. Then I decided to let it go and let it flow.

I’m glad I played my role in the story. I’m just hoping so much that there would be a happy ending at the end of it.

My lost is their gain. I lost the best things in my life, but losing them for something greater than anything means joyfulness for me.