the fact
Last night I got the one and only answer for all the things I’ve been questioning myself for almost two weeks. At first I was shocked. To tell you the truth, I was happy yet sad. I believed it but yet denied it.
I was the one who started the history, the one who ended it, and the one who brought the whole new chapter.
I lied awake last night. Thinking whether this is real or not. I finally realized that this is real, in fact, the most real thing for others. Then I decided to let it go and let it flow.
I’m glad I played my role in the story. I’m just hoping so much that there would be a happy ending at the end of it.
My lost is their gain. I lost the best things in my life, but losing them for something greater than anything means joyfulness for me.
3 comments:
You're losing nothing. Some things are changing. But one thing for sure, you lose nothing.
You did your part really really really well, but the question is, are you ready to have another part in the whole new chapter?
Coz you're always have a special part for us. You have the special place.
If you think that everything has changed, that's true. I won't deny it. It has changed. But we don't wanna lose the best thing for us, we don't wanna lose you.
For now, just take a deep breath, take you time, let it flow, and just so you know, you still have us. That's for sure! And we hope, we still have you. Coz nothing can change that. You are super special!
yeah i did my part, things have changed, and i know that i will never lose you as my friends.
but on the other hand i have to accept the fact that my old role has finished. the role i loved so much. i'm tired of being fake. so i'm just gonna tell you the truth. a little tiny part of my heart hurt. no matter how i try to act, i can't hide that it wounded me inside somehow. not because of the new chapter that you're starting. i just hate the new role. i can't bear leaving the most comfortable spot i've ever been.
i think i just need some time to digest all of this and find my new comfort zone and play my role well in your new chapter.
it's gonna be a new chapter for me too. i'm sorry guys for the bitter facts. but sooner or later, whether we want it or not, we'll gonna have to let "the three musketeers" go.
never doubt that i'm happy for you and always wish you the best of luck. make that happy ending come true, my super special couple.
p.s. you might hate me for what i'm gonna say. guspuraiden sesperdispirhes jaidendispir osporaidenstrengen tesperresaidenhispir yang taidenuspur sosporaidenles ispirnispir. haidenruspursesnya guspuraiden yang pesperrestaidenmaiden taidenuspur, even before it happened. don't you think?
Good post.
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